Saturday, December 13, 2008

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When something like a soul
Becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect the bitter folks
And while your outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what your staring at is me

Cause' I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
All I know is that it feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real
So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
And if that came from the heart
It never did, right from the start
Just listen to the noises(Now I'm more, instead of voices)

Before You tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has past
Now all I know is that feels like forever
And no one ever tells you
That forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars... the stars... that shine for you
And it's the stars... the stars... that lie to you

yeaghahfwiuafhwafh;afhawfihafjhaif nescafe o ais satuu!!!!

Friday, December 5, 2008

slamat tinggal kawan ku...


sedey betol aku ....baru je pas post yg aritu tak sampai sejam aku dapat sms dari k-e yg buat aku termenung sambil mengaru2 pale....betol ke brite ne beb? tu la soalan yg berputar2 di pale aku ne...selang bape2 minit aku kol jamei so jamei pon ckp betol la bahwa kawan seperkolejan aku meninggal dunia baru je time tu..so jamei suh aku kol semantan nak tanye pasal keadaan kat sana..after da tau dari semantan aku pon percaya dia da pergi...tak sangka aku dia pergi ...malam tu taktido dibuatnye ingat kat arwah, terkenang good old day masa dok kuantan...teringat lagi msg2 kat frenster masa dia masih ada..aku janji nak g kawen dia..adehh tak ku sangka begini jadiknya...pastu aku pon sms la sape2 yg knal arwah lagi...
keesokannye ade la dua tiga org kol aku tanye pasal arwah..camne dia meninggal aku pon terkaku tak tau nak cakap pa aku suruh diaorg kol org laen tanye pasal tu...mlm tu plak kawan aku ne kol plak mmg lama tak jumpe dia ada la kat 6 thn cmtu, dia kol dalam keadaan sebak sampai aku plak naek sebak dibuatnye..pastu aku suruh k-e call dia...pastu ondaway balek aku jumpe k-e ngan zool lepak kat striker(mule aku g night circle hahah sengal aku mlm tu) borak2...dan aku harap roh arwah dicucuri rahmat dan di tempatkan dikalangan org yang beriman..al-fatihah..

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

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selamat ari selasa.....ahahaha senak otak n nak carik keja gak ne sangap gile dok cari job je tapi susah gak..namun aku tetap rasa mesti ada peluang keemasan kat luar sana...tup2 sorang amoi ne kol nak wat tag alhamdulillah la dapat gak job walaupon kecik lumayan gak la kalo makan kat ulek ahahaha..syukurla yg tak disangka kasi job hehehe yg diharap2 tak tau la takda citer pon....tapi hatiku gundah gulana sikit la cos kawan aku baru kehilangan ibu dia ke rahmatullah ..al-fatihah..b-one ne spupu budak umah k-e n zool... ne ko mesti knal zool...arine gak otak aku diuji ngan soalan matematik dari kawan aku adehh pening gak mikir nak jawab dan terselit gak sorang awek ne nak knal ape itu golongan 'gay" maybe dia syok kat sorang mamat ne kot takot dia gay...aku pon maen hantam saja golongan tu hahahaha mampos la bukan penting bagi aku....dan aku tiap2 kali pas sembahyang berdoa agar di buka pintu rezki tu aku nak bukak kedai sendri mitak2 makbul la ...akan aku usahakan walaupon lambat huhuhuh